musings

hey there

so i've come to the end of my two and a hlaf month sabbatical from the working world. now one problem is i was very unprodcutive but being back at work may help as writing there will be valid and much needed preocarstination and distraction but thats a story for another day.

but i wanna talk about other stuff so here we go

recently i have been travelling around newcastle a bit more and spotting people who i once knew be it from school or other areas of my past

now in most cases i did what your meant to do, i talked to them politly we filled eachother in on our past few years then spent a bit of time engaged in general life banter ( arnt jobs shit, aint rent a mofo nice weather etc) and this was fine despite the fact in most cases these people werent people i often talked to back then if at all.

and its funny i guess its part of growing up that we do this but its strange becasue even if its just for the sake of public deceny or social convention we are always so frakking chipper about it

now i'd done this a few times when i ended up on the mornign commute stood opposite 2 guys who i used to go to school with and we didnt talk, i considered it and then i went .... nah

and i wondered why do we choose these actions, do our ties in our past get revistied on the fly due to the strangth of the ti, or the energy of the reviewer...

i wnder what ahppens now, will the people i talk to now end up having similar resposnes in the furture

who know

either was i forgot where i was going wiht this so



see ya